Dear Diary
Last night I sent all the friends home cause I want Little Daylin to get to a routine as we going to library now and getting books to read and I wanted to him to eat bath so we could start reading. But last week I let them All play over in the week How selfish Am I they looked at me as if what s going on now one moment you say this you allow this and now you saying something else. I wonder am I ever going to get this rite as a another evening is ahead of me and I know they will be over there or waiting outside the door to play
Same mistake with the brushing of teeth I feel like I am a bad mom at times or do I just want time to my self why? I was making rooti one Sunday for lunch and All I wanted to do was get done and with regret All they wanted to do was play Powder puff with the flower but I was to busy just to get done and relax my self As Monday was work again I felt so bad about it and just decided that he will have to find some thing to keep him self busy.
Diary I want to make changes and I think I have well I mean I am going to make them well I think I have.'
But I am getting better at it as this Sunday passed making lunch again but lucky for me I am woman and I put my multitasking skills to work so I made lunch had him help a bit then advised that we get the books and drawing activity's out and start cutting and pasting sticking things out of the magazines so that worked while I finished up on the lunch but I had to show up every few minutes make as if I was at two place's at the same time.
Nicole
Last night I sent all the friends home cause I want Little Daylin to get to a routine as we going to library now and getting books to read and I wanted to him to eat bath so we could start reading. But last week I let them All play over in the week How selfish Am I they looked at me as if what s going on now one moment you say this you allow this and now you saying something else. I wonder am I ever going to get this rite as a another evening is ahead of me and I know they will be over there or waiting outside the door to play
Same mistake with the brushing of teeth I feel like I am a bad mom at times or do I just want time to my self why? I was making rooti one Sunday for lunch and All I wanted to do was get done and with regret All they wanted to do was play Powder puff with the flower but I was to busy just to get done and relax my self As Monday was work again I felt so bad about it and just decided that he will have to find some thing to keep him self busy.
Diary I want to make changes and I think I have well I mean I am going to make them well I think I have.'
But I am getting better at it as this Sunday passed making lunch again but lucky for me I am woman and I put my multitasking skills to work so I made lunch had him help a bit then advised that we get the books and drawing activity's out and start cutting and pasting sticking things out of the magazines so that worked while I finished up on the lunch but I had to show up every few minutes make as if I was at two place's at the same time.
Nicole