I'm trying to conceive
'l want a child so badly.'
For the past 4 months l have been trying to get pregnant to no avail. Every month l buy home pregnancy tests kits, hoping and praying that finally l will be carrying my own child. What really pains me the most is that everyone that l know has a baby and other people say l had multiple abortions and that's why l am not getting pregnant.
The truth is l had one abortion and two miscarriages. Sometimes l think that is affecting me in getting pregnant.
l really need help. My fiancé does not know about my past. He just dreams of having a baby boy and l don't want to disappoint him. What should l do? This is driving me crazy! I want a child so badly.